Hiya mam love n miss you so much. So much has happened this past 12 month. Ted died 3 months ago and im really struggling with it . Hes been my best friend for years and i feel so lost . Then today on your anniversary we had news that samanthas school friends and mum have been murdered. 11 yrs old mam . This fucking world is shit . Im glad your not here to see it . Love you mam x x x x x x